Crayzebeauteful

crayzebeauteful @ 2006-12-15T01:04:00

2006-12-15T05:04:15Z

Hi there
I don't write in here anymore, I've got far too much to do with school and work, but I figured I'd do a quick update.

Christopher recieved his christmas package from me. I sent him SOO much stuff and I wrapped everything individually. It was so cute. I told him he can't open until christmas. Except he said I sucked at wrapping cuz some came undone. haha. Whatever. I think I'm a pretty good wrapper.

My semester of school is done. I absolutely love going to Oakland, but it gets pretty stressful, especially becasue all of my classes count towards my major now. I love being an English major though. I had a grammar/punctuation class this semester, I feel like I coudl teach right now! I technically get to start substitute teaching in the fall, I'm beyond excited.

I'm watching Leonardo DiCaprio on Leno and he's gorgeous. I love him.
I'm going to bed. I'm gettin off track. Christmas is in 10 days :) eek!!

goodnight!

crayzebeauteful @ 2006-07-28T23:48:00

2006-07-29T04:12:51Z

I feel like I have a lot to say. And I sort of do, but none of it's particularly important.

If you haven't yet realized, my birthday is in exactly 2 months. I'm really excited, really.

I''ve been on a I hate my body streak lately. When I'm on my period, I'm just a big, fat, cow, bitch. So it's basically impossible to give myself any motivation whatsoever to work out or not eat so much shit. So, After my last period, I drank 2 green teas a day and had one small meal. Well, it only lasted for like a week. And I lost 2 pounds. I'm not saying I'm fat, at all, I'm just saying that I'd love to feel awesome in my body and have a hot stomach and ass. In that case that means I lose 19 pounds + buns of steel (which I happen to love) + ab roller (which I also love bunches). I try to get myself motivated by looking at super skinny girls, but it doesn't work. I was looking at my calendar planner from 2004, and according to it... I've been trying to lose weight since fall of 2004. Look it, 2 years later, and I'm still saying that I'm gonna do something about it. WTF, I suck at life. I wanted to get all hot before school started but I used to work out at OU's gym, which I love lots too. So, hopefully I can get myself in shape before school and then look even hotter when I start using the gym again. I don't want to be that girl that people haven't seen since high school, and when they see me think "Wow, she's gained weight." Thats depressing.

However, every person I run into that I havent seen in a while has said "Wow, your boobs are huge"... uh. So they grew a little since hs... oh boy.

Chris tried to teach me how to run, but I can't even make it around my block. Running is for faggots anyways. It's a dumb invention of weight loss if you ask me. I'll stick with doing back handsprings in my backyard, thanks.

Now, I know Nicole Richie got mega skinny, and for the most part looks disgusting, but I found some pictures where I think her weight looks good.

I will love life the day my clavicles look that hot... clavicle as in collar bones.

I'm really excited because the Ashlee Simpson / Ashlee Parker Angel concert is tomorrow. Me, Jen and Alyssa are going. It's going to be mega fun!

I also got my tickets for John Mayer/ Sheryl Crow! I love Johnny boy.

I also found this picture on a website today. It makes me so sad. I could cry just looking at it. This was also the caption that was along with it in reference to poverty:

A tiny Sudanese girls crawls to a feeding center as a vulture waits for her to die.

It absolutely breaks my heart. It makes me want to be like Angelina and go adopt little kiddys over there. :(

Speaking of kitties, my Coopy eats all of the cords in our house. My dad is gonna beat him one day. Cooper is such a pain in the ass, but I love his guts.

I don't feel like typing anymore. Goodnight.

Johnny boy

2006-07-14T12:17:04Z

So...

John Mayer & Sheryl Crow

DTE Energy Music Theatre, Clarkston, MI
Wed, Sep 6, 2006 06:30 PM

Who wants to go? Anyone? Please!

crayzebeauteful @ 2006-05-02T09:52:00

2006-05-02T13:55:08Z

This is going to be the best summer EVER.

I leave for Florida in 1 hour! ONE HOUR! Me and Kel are flying down. Picture two girls who have never stepped foot in an airport or been on a plane or to florida. This will be quite the adventure. Lots of pictures when I get back

Then,. May 25 I'm driving down to North Carolina with David and Emily (chris' brother/bro fiance) to see Christophers marine graduation before he heads out to Cali. He gets to come home for two week before Cali though, and spend lots of time with MEEE:)

After that I have the Rascal Flatts concert! and after that I have the Kenny Chesney concert! Best summer already.

I miss you already alyssa!!!

crayzebeauteful @ 2006-03-26T15:33:00

2006-03-26T20:57:01Z

Well, here's the deal. Last night me, Alyssa and Kel went to Sevin. Ashley Parker Angel was there, the blondie from O-town. He's gorgeous. He really is.

At first we met Tiffany, Ashleys babys mamma. She was super nice and way cuter in person than on tv. She hugged me and asked me my name and stuff. She took a picture with me and Alyssa and gave us autographed pictures. It was really cute.

Then Alys and I got to Ashley. He was also really nice. He hugged us and said hi and stuff. We were just basically talking about how the night was going and stuff. It was really loud in there, so we literally had to yell in eachothers ears. I could tell right away that he was totally wasted. It was kind of funny.

Some guy that I met early in the night knew Ashley and told me to challenge Ashley to a dance-off, so...I did. I asked Ashley and he said "Well, to be honest, I think you'd win." I agreed that I'd probably win. Then he took pictures with us and chatted for a few more minutes.

All in all, I had a fantastic night.

Now time for picturessss!!

Alyssa, Me and Kel gettin' our groove on!

Ashleys beautiful hair <3

Ashley in the red and Tiffany leaning over the railing.

Kel looking hot as hell and well... Me!

Me, Tiffany and Alyssa. I swear she's so much cuter in person than on television. And she's soooo skinny!

I was waiting for Ashley to stop talking... When he bent over and his ass crack... or ASH crack was showing LMAO. I couldn't resist. It was too funny. The black things... I don't know?

He hugged us and I started to ask him if he wanted to do a dance-off. I was looking at his tattoo trying to figure out what it said. I see a Y R I... so I'm assuming its LYRIC... as in his babys name. He = wasted.

LOOK AT HOW GORGEOUS HE IS! Seriously, He's so cute. He's kinda a little guy though. <3

Do I hear wedding bells?!?! Look at how bashful he is when he's so close to me. HAH!

Us girls being silly and showing off our autographs haha. We're crazy

Thats all! Bye cuties

crayzebeauteful @ 2006-03-26T03:17:00

2006-03-26T08:16:38Z

I met Ashley Parker Angel tonight and his Wifey Poo

I got a picture with both of them. I also got a picture of Ashleys ass crack.

Ashley was really drunk. I love his wife <3

pictures tomorrow :)

crayzebeauteful @ 2006-03-07T19:41:00

2006-03-08T00:42:04Z

This is crazy. I haven't updated in over a month. I don't really have time to update.
I'm going to Oakland University 2 days a week. It's so much better than Macomb. Like, don't get me wrong, classes are harder, but the environment is way better. I don't have any new friends there, but its just a cuter more comfy campus. Thank goodness I have Brandon, Molly and Matty to keep me company there.

This isn't going to be a cute update. It's just random thoughts, mostly bitching.

For the first time in my life, I'm for real failing a class. i'm probably going to end up with a 2.2 in it, but I'm pretty sure I need a 2.5 for my major. European history sucks my fatass.

I want a new job. I like working at AE (for the most part) but I'm not getting any hours lately and I'm broke.
I don't babysit at 6am anymore either. So thats big bucks thats not coming in anymore. Suck.
Lunchroom is super. Opens my eyes to why I'm going into secondary education oppossed to elementary ed. I hate large groups of young children. Yuck

My coopy coop is a bastard. He's only 6 months old, but he's such a bad boy. He bit through my phone charger cord twice now. He jumps on the counters. He bites. He meows at 5am. My dad is so so close to kicking his ass out the door. Except right now, he's sleeping on me, and he's all cozy and his head is resting on my wrist. He's precious. I love my lil devil kitty.

Exactly 55 more days until Kel and I go to Florida. We fly out May 2 and fly home may 7. Neither kel or me have flown before. We're freaking out. It's going to be so much fun. It's going to be so nice. We have like a 3 hours layover in Georgia too, so it's going to be quite an adventure. I've never been this excited in my life, especially to be going with my best friend in the world!

I've never been this happy , in my life, so it seems. I have been the happiest I've ever been since I graduated. I have had ZERO drama since I got out of high school. I've never been happier to meet new people and hang out with a new crowd. Thanks to work for that, Alyssa and Kel you guys are my girls :D

Thats all for now, I don't feel like bitching. I'm gonna go cuddle with Cooper <3
Who needs a boyfriend when you've got Coopy Coop?

<>

Canada loves us

HAHAHA

^^ Whats yummier, the girls or the cupcake?

^^ This is what slow nights at the bar leads to. A modeling session.

Kel Elyse Kel. Cuteness!

My cute, Canadian friend, Camron <3 We ARE getting married.
PS. I love being a big fat cow bitch.

We love daddy ammar!

I love having a best friends who's stomach is CLEARLY nicer than mine. LMFAO</;

Sorry I couldn't figure out how to do a lj cut

crayzebeauteful @ 2006-01-30T08:43:00

2006-01-30T13:58:28Z

Okay now. I've been getting mixed reviews.

Should I stay blonde like This: (picture taken yesterday)

or do I go brunette again (wouldnt cut it short, just color)

I'm soo confuseddd.

Hey... We're rockstars. What can I say?!

i love gay cowboys

crayzebeauteful @ 2006-01-24T13:13:00

2006-01-24T22:13:09Z

THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS

"Dirty Little Secret"

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And all I've tried to hide
It’s eating me apart
Trace this line back

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know

this song is fuckin' super! loser face :)

crayzebeauteful @ 2006-01-23T18:58:00

2006-01-23T23:59:27Z

I know you check my live journal all the time.

But don't worry. I don't tell my dirty little secrets here.

if you only knew. haha.

crayzebeauteful @ 2006-01-01T13:06:00

2006-01-01T18:16:10Z

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Nope

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? :x sometimes

3. When's the last time you've been sleigh riding? like... a sled? Years ago

4.Would you rather sleep with someone or alone? Uh, it depends who it is, I guess

5. Do you believe in Ghosts? Yes, they're in my house. All jokes aside

6. Do you consider yourself creative? Very much so

7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? Sure he did

8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? Team Aniston

9. Can you honestly say you know anything about politics? Yes, I was a bit involved with the bush/kerry election

10. Do you know how to play poker? nope

11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? No way

12. Do you kill bugs that are in the house? No way, I call mom or dad to do it

13. Have you ever cheated on a test? Yeaaaa

14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around..do you go through red lights? No It'd be my luck to get pulled over

15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you? I don't think so.

16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankee fan? Neither

17. Have you ever Ice Skated? Yes

18. How often do you remember your dreams? Once in a while

19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you were crying? Everyday at work

22. Do you believe in love at first sight? Not yet. Maybe if it happens I will

23. Do you know who Ba-Ba-Booey is? Not quite

25. What talent do you wish you had? Playing an instrument

26. Do you like Sushi? L.O.V.E

27. Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident? Uh. not that I recall

28. What do you wear to bed? Undies and a tshirt

29. Been caught stealing? Never! Muah hahaha

30. Does size matter? It depends on what it is

31. Do you truly hate anyone? Very much so

32. Rock and Roll or Rap? Rock and Roll

33. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be? Jordan Taylor Hanson or Jessica Simpson

34. Do you have a relative in prison? Nope

35. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror like your favorite singer? All the time

36. Do you know how to play chess? I used to know, but not anymore

37. What food do you find disgusting? Tomatos. Barf

38. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours"? Haha, nope

39. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back? Yea

40. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew? Yes

41. Have you ever been punched in the face? No sir

42. When is the last time you threw up from drinking to much? No comment

43. Have you ever walked out on a movie at the theater? Yea, but I forget waht movie it was

44. Do you ever sit through a bad movie, just to see how bad it can get? I have

45. Would you consider yourself obsessed with anything/anyone? Yes. I'm obsessed with Jordan Taylor Hanson. It's not normal.

46. Have you ever met someone famous that you really wanted to meet? Fuck yes I did

47. Have you ever been stood up? By friends, yes

48. When's the last time you screamed at the top of your lungs? Eh. I don't know.

49. Did you ever do something that you didn't want to, just to fit in? To fit in... no.

50. Do you consider yourself "the biggest fan" of something? Haha yes, I think so.

crayzebeauteful @ 2005-12-29T00:38:00

2005-12-29T05:39:50Z

So. I don't update this. I don't feel like it anymore.

but random thought:

I was scanning a livejournal community where people post secrets and I came across this one. It made me think for a long time. but instead of thinking and getting no answer, I want opinions.

please. opinions.

hmm

crayzebeauteful @ 2005-12-05T22:55:00

2005-12-06T03:56:20Z

I don't understand why bad things happen to good people.
It doesn't make any sense to me.
That makes me a sad, sad girl.

:(

crayzebeauteful @ 2005-12-03T00:17:00

2005-12-03T05:25:26Z

To make a long story short:

Me, Kelly and Elyse went to Canada last night. We went to Bentleys and parked in the parking lot right outside. Well we were only there for about 2 hours, and when we went to leave, we found Kellys car window was completely busted out. Come to find out, everything that was in her car was gone. I had left a bag full of makeup in there and my purse containing credit cards, atm, SSN card, checks, my car/house keys, a pair of jeans. Obviously way more, but in a sense I wasn't that upset when it was all done and over with. We ended up getting home okay, a few of the boys drove us home. Thanks so much guys, we owe you!

Then this morning at 4:30ish my mom drove me to kellys to get my car with my spare keys. I slept for about an hour before i had to get up for babysitting.

After babysitting my dad took me to the SS office, the credit union to get new accounts and whatever the hell else we had to do. We went to cingular and they're all assholes and cant just sell me a cheap phone... considering i'm done with them in a month and a half. THEY SUCK.

So. IF ANYONE HAS AN OLD CINGULAR PHONE THAT YOU DON'T USE, PLEASE, I'LL BUY IT OFF OF YOU. LET ME KNOW

After that I aws sitting here thinking of everything and i come to realize that my new iPod nano was in my purse too. I cried a lot. I still am. I could honestly be depressed about htiswhole situation. I've never felt this sad in my life. It seems like not a big deal, but it is. My whole life was in my purse. I feel like everything important was taken from me. I seriously havent stopped crying. I don't know when i will. But i thank God that we are all okay and safe and that we weren't involved.

Kelly, I love you. So so so sorry about your car. and purse.

Elyse, you lucky bitch. you're the smart one who didnt leave anything. love you too though.

Everyone else, i love you guys. i love everyone. except canadians (theif canadians)

crayzebeauteful @ 2005-11-27T23:07:00

2005-11-28T05:05:53Z

Hey Cuties!

I don't update anymore because I don't have the lease bit amount of time to write in here. I, oddly enough, don't have homework tonight, so I've got a few to stop in.

I've been a party animal with my girlfriend Kelly B. lately. I love her. A lot, a lot.

I have so many awesome friends from work now. It' excites me a lot. Jennifer, Kelly B., Alyssa, Jessica McV, Amber, Elyse, Mimi, Molly C., and everyone else I'm forgetting!

I've been going to Canada a lot with Kelly. It's fun. We hang out with all the boys. We heart them.

Friday Me, Kel, Alyssa and Ambe went to club Sevin. It was a blast. We're hot bitches. No doubt.

I feel like I have so much to update about, but I can't think of all of it at once.

Happy late Thanksgiving to everyone! I had a great great thanksgiving!

enough talking. i dont feel like babbling. PICTURESSS

me and kelly b.

oh oh, work it, work it

Me Kelly Jennifer

oh you know.

like.. wow. wowwww

I can't really breathe that well when i look at this picture. wow.

thats all. goodnight.

oops i forgot. ^that ladies and gentlemen is JESSICA SIMPSONS hairdresser. He was totally in AE today. Jess McV even asked. andh e said it was him. I think he said something along the lines of "kelly, jessica want's to be your girlfriend"...i mean i'm not sure. i wasnt really paying attention. but it was somthing along those lines... i think. don't believe me? Jessica McVette totally recognized him and said "wow you look like a celebrity" he responded with "well, i'm jessicas simspons hairstylist" and jess was like "omg, i knew you looked familiar, i've seen you on tv, why are you here?" he said "well, i live around here, and i needed to go shopping"... we didnt reaallllly believe her. so I did some research, and found this: This article is a true story about lifelong dreams coming true. It is also about fate, karma and traveling full circle. This story is a fascinating look at the creation of the Pave Salon & Spa and how celebrity hairstylist Ken Paves brought Hollywood home to Clinton Township, Michigan. (Photo of Ken Paves taken in Dallas, Texas in 2002 - copyright HairBoutique.com - all rights reserved). So just who is Ken Paves? He is one of those endlessly positive and upbeat people that oozes electricity. Chat with this charming and fabulously talented man for just a few minutes and you will be infected with his radiance and megawatt energy. A major celebrity in his own right, this master stylist was recently listed at #6 on US Weekly’s Hollywood Hot List behind JLo’s Bentley at #1. How did he make the list that others in Hollywood would give their eyeteeth to make? Quite simply Ken is the guy that all of Hollywood wants to do their tresses. Now seriously, just why is Ken Paves so hot? For starters he is famous for his hair wizardry on the likes of legendary beauties like Jennifer Lopez, Heather Locklear, Jessica and Ashlee Simpson, Paulina Rubio, Sela Ward, Callista Flockhart, Cameron Diaz and Spiderman’s Kirsten Dunst, to name just a few. Open any major beauty or fashion publication from InStyle to Allure and you just might find one of his spectacular makeovers like his recent US feature about Lara Flynn Boyle’s latest do, or helpful beauty tips in Allure or Marie Claire. Tune into Oprah for your daily dose of the reigning diva and you might spy and ebullient Ken rushing around behind the scenes. With a few flicks of his brush-yielding wrist this hair wizard transforms audience guests with horrible hair to spectacular strands. If you aren’t lucky enough to see Ken on Oprah or in the glossy pages of your favorite beauty tome, you just might spot him exiting from an elevator in The Wedding Planner film or rushing around town helping to creatively coif a very special group of Oscar or Emmy bound beauties. What I wouldn't give to be a fly on his lapel Trust me, watching this man create hair is one of life's greatest opportunities. If all else fails, you can find Ken one week a month in Clinton Township, Michigan at his heavenly new spa and salon right across from the Lakeside Mall at 19 Mile Road & Hayes (586-416-8600). If you dream of personally experiencing Ken’s magical hair designing hands and can wait a few months, you can consult with Ken at the Pave Salon And Spa. Although the Pave Salon & Spa was only recently opened in October of 2002, once Oprah mentioned it on her show, it instantly booked up for months in advance. Anyone who knows Ken and his talents will wait however long it takes to experience his vision.

crayzebeauteful @ 2005-11-24T23:28:00

2005-11-25T04:29:17Z

Jessica Simpson and Nick Lachey are splitting up.
I'm seriously sad.
But at the same time, I'm excited because now she can be my girlfriend.

I love you JEssica

crayzebeauteful @ 2005-11-16T09:33:00

2005-11-16T15:04:57Z

Wow it feels like I haven't updated this is forever.

I haven't in a while though.

Anyway. So much has happened since I last updated. It feels like my life is non-stop right now. Seriously, working (technically) 3 different jobs and going to school is kicking my ass and my grades can prove it. I suck at school. Spanish II hates me. But the feeling is mutual. I don't hate school. I just suck at it. OU in like 2 months!!! YAY!

So I have to do my Hanson concert review and it's been a week since then already but I'm so busy I can't find time to write it. I want to detail it so much it'll be like 234543 pages long. But I honestly had the best last week ever. Ever in my life. To make a super long story short:

Tuesday- Hanson was suppossed to perform at MCC at noon on tuesday, Me and Jen (yes I dragged Jen along) got there around 11 and needless to say, they didn't show up for the performance. So I ended up taking Jennifer home and I stayed at MCC with my new friends. The documentary showed around 7 and ended around 8:30 and then Hanson came out around then to do a question and answer session. It was nice, then they left and didn't sign or take pictures. So that was... cool.

Wednesday- I woke up super early and headed out to OU for... Hanson! The radio interview started around 11 and then the guys came upstairs in the cafeteria to perform a short acoustic set. Let me tell you, It was fabulous. Me and my new friends sat on the edge of the little stage they were on. It was amazing. AMAZING. They performed Penny and Me and Strong Enough to Break. It was superb. After that, they went and showed the documentary again which is always fun a second time around. They did a question and answer session and I fucking raised my hand to ask a question... and I GOT PICKED! So since there wasn't mics to pass around, Zac Hanson came up to me and let me use his mic, and then I stuttered a lot but I finally spit out my question. It was something lame about how do they choose the songs for the albums. But anyway, Taylor Hanson stared me straight in my eye, the whole time he answered my question. It was almost uncomfortable, but fucking awesome. Isaac was totally checking me out when he continued to answer my question, as did Zac. Ahem. After that the guys started to walk back to the secret room, so they wouldn't be mobbed, I instantly walked up to Zac and put the camera out and got a picture with him, then I did the same with Isaac. Those two boys left and were gone, so I tried to get a picture with Taylor but he was freaking surrounded, so I handed him my cd sleeve and he signed it for me :) Then he was attempting to walk away still, and I grabbed him by the shirt and my friend snapped a beautiful picture of us. That was it. That night was the show, I picked up Rochelle and we got there right before doors opened. We had amazing spots on the floor. It was general admission but we had great spots. I have awesome photos and videos. But the videos aren't uploaded yet. As for my favorite 3 pictures... here you go!

Seriously. How amazing is that photo? Like ugh, he's gorgeous. Really, he is.

He should makeout with me.

http://community.webshots.com/user/crayzebeauteful

With that aside. I have so much shit to do today. Class, homework, cleaning my filthy room and much more. Too much more. Dude, God has been on my side lately (as he always is). I was driving to work yesterday, mind you it was only 4pm, and I started to get tired. Well, lakeside mall isn't THAT far from my house, but it's like a straight shot there on scheonnher (?). So anyway, I found myself like falling asleep with my eyes open, and I wouldn't be excellerating anymore and then I'd snap out of it. Well, one time, I must have been way to out of it, and all of a sudden it felt as if someone pulled the back of my seat. So I snapped out of my lil sleep thing, and was like really surprised as if someone was in my car. It literally felt like someone pulled on my seat hard. So really, it was God saving me, and woke me up so I wouldn't crash and die. I was so scared after that. I'm awake now.

On another note. Kelly Burch is my fucking rockstar. Serioulsy. She rocks so much. She took me to Canada on thursday and saturday. I had the best time ever no joke. Saturday it was me Jennifer and Kel and we had such a good time! I cannot wait until this saturday! ;)

And... I miss Micaela. I miss her dearly. I haven't seen her in forever nor have I talked to her all that much lately. That is sad. Micaela, I love you.

I think that is all for now. I'm sure I have much more to say, but I have to go get ready for class and stuff.

I love you all :D

crayzebeauteful @ 2005-11-02T21:12:00

2005-11-03T03:05:44Z

I love random posting

I love sitting in class and writing down what I want to post about later.

I love driving because it's my 'thinking time'. Then again, sometimes I don't like driving, because that thinking isn't always good thinking. Then I get aggravated.

I was at MCC today and I got coffee from Java Coast Fine Coffees , okay well they aren't FINE coffees, in fact they all taste like ass. I got a cappuccino and like 3/4 of it was foam, sick ass gross foam. How disgusting, seriously. And then when the foam was sort of gone, the drink itself tasted disgusting. Like... dirty.

I had OU orientation today. My mom drove me. I made fun of everyone, then my mom pointed out that I was with my mom, so I continued to call my mom Lori and act like she was a classmate. Keep in mind, I was in orientation alone, but she just drove me there and showed me around campus afterward. Then I had to take my student ID picture. Omg, it is soo bad. I'm gonna pretend to lose it and go buy a new one. I'm so embarrassed.

I've been wanting a boy-friend lately. I want a boy for christmas time. To take to dinner. And I want to go to the Rockettes. I think someone should take me. I miss going. The radiocity christmassss showw! But yea, I want a boy. I want to cuddle. eek. I think I need to re-read He's Just Not That Into You because I need reminding of why I don't have a boyfriend.

I want a haircut. Something cute without taking a lot of length off. Any ideas?

Dude, my favorite pair of jeans are broken. They're only a year old and they're allll torn up. There is a hole on my thigh, and when I sit, my big fat white thigh bulges out hahahaa. Its not cute. But I really don't want to throw them away.

I don't feel like updating anymore.

This was about a year ago and Holiday Cheers To You! It cracks me up. We were such losers. Seriously.

I tried doing like dark smokey eyes. but I look like I got beat up. how lame

This is from summer, but I am the ultimate fisher[wo]man

Me and my sister

HANSON IN 5 DAYSSSSSSSS

crayzebeauteful @ 2005-10-31T23:12:00

2005-11-01T04:37:06Z

I really haven't updated in a while.

A lot has been going on with me lately. I'm going crazy. Good and bad.

I've been talking with Christopher a bit lately. It's nice to get to talk to him for the short time he's home.

School basically sucks. Just when I start doing well in spanish, I start to suck at it. We're learing new stuff and it's so confusing. I really do hate it with all my heart.

Film as Art class is good. We have a paper due every week, and we have a quiz every week and we watch a movie every week. It's super.

American Lit. class sucks majorly. Who cares about Christopher Columbus and Pocahontas? Not me!

Work has been okay lately too. On Nov. 7, that hits my half year mark working there! What a record! I sure did beat my 5 day record of holding a job. I rock. Seriously. <3 my oldies that I work with. New people stink. P U

Babysitting at 6am every morning is super. really. fun.

Lunch room everyday makes me realize that I never want to be an elementary teacher. I hate hate hate large groups of young children.

Speaking of children. I wan't to grow up right now so I can have babies. I really want some. later. not now.

I wan't a new livejournal layout. Who wants to make me one? I'll helpppp

I have like a humungo list of random things I'd love to complain about, but I really don't feel like typing it. Although it would be fun.

[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark
[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[ ] I am homosexual.
[x] I believe in true love
[ ] I've run away from home
[x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I love Disney movies.
[x] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I bake well
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.
[x] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job.
[ ] I love Dr. Phil
[ ] I like LOVE someone.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I have tried alcohol
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.
[x] I have tried a cigarette.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I've been out of this country.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate.
[x] I pick my nails
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Seen a shooting star
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[ ] Have kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.
[ ] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested.
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[x] Swore at your parents.

[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts. (on accident though)
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed into a car.
[ ] Been to Japan.
[ ] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Slept with a co-worker.
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[x] Saw someone dying.
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[ ] Been On A Plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten Sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Been skiing.
[x] Been ice skating.
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have. And using words that aren't words.

So. For the good news. Next Tuesday, the 8th I get to go see my boys perform at Macomb Community College. Then the next morning I get to wake up and go to Oakland University to see my boys perform. And both of those times I'll be like, best friends with them, duh. Then Directly from OU I'm driving to Royal Oak for the Hanson Concert! So thats like 48 hours of pure Hanson. I am blessed. Thank you Jesus.

Up early to babysit tomorrow morning. Nite

[I'm sorry. I'm dumb]

holy shit.

2005-10-26T00:41:30Z

There will be a documentary screening in michigan:

Hanson will be at Macomb Community College, in Warren (south campus, 12 mile and hayes) from 7-10pm on November 8th. They will be screening a documentary titled "Strong Enough to Break," and doing a QA session. The screening will be in the Lewis Center Building room K301. The event is open to the public. The first 500 are admitted. Tickets are not needed. :)

Do you understand that?! read it again. HANSON AT MCC. what the fuck! omygod. i'm going to pass out. i'm sort of hyperventilating. my face is hot. i'm going to die happy.

even if you're not a hanson fan, even if you think you hate them. please just go and give them a chance. I promise it'll be worth your time. they're not little mmmbop girls anymore. i promise. i'll give you a ride there. i dont care. just go.

crayzebeauteful @ 2005-10-25T00:51:00

2005-10-25T04:51:55Z

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Jessica Simpson is my girlfriend

2005-10-18T01:53:00Z

I don't have much to update about but I have pictures of random stuff I never updated about.

If you look really close you can see Jessica Simpson. Reallllly close.

there she is!

Micaela, Ashley and Jenn at the Jessica Simpson concert

bfffff

On the boat. Micaela loves pretzles

on the boat

kris loves boobs. especially micaela boobs. me too :D

Kris is so hot. really. so are you micaela. ow ow

This is how my pretty kitty sleeps. what a faggot.

haha. what a fatty.

What a hottie. <33

that is when my baby was sick. aww

gag

butt

Seriously how emo are these next pictures.

emo biotch

hahahah. <3!!!!

sidenote: I wanna get married and have babies. now.

crayzebeauteful @ 2005-10-16T23:17:00

2005-10-17T03:18:35Z

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Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.

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You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.

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that is crazy true. i'm scared.

crayzebeauteful @ 2005-10-03T22:31:00

2005-10-04T02:31:49Z

i love love love her hair in the last one. hot. i want it like that.

crayzebeauteful @ 2005-10-03T20:26:00

2005-10-04T00:59:27Z

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Wow. That is sort of creepy. It's totally me. Except the part that says "Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity." lmfao.

This post is going to be nothing but uselessness. But for some reason, I have the craziest, stupidest thoughts while I'm at or in between classes.

So, I made a few observations while i was at school today.

First is a question. Why wold any guy want to go out with a chick like 3 times his size? Now I'm not at all saying appearance is everything, because it't not at all, but wouldn't a guy feel insecure about himself being so tiny next to his bitch? I mean. Gosh, I'm not a tall or big girl, and I swear I was twice the size of every guy I saw at school today. Gross. No wonder I don't have a boyfriend. lmfao. Grow boys, Grow!

Also, I realized i like boys, well I've known that, but I mean I realized that I'm attracted to things I never thought I'd be attracted to.
1. I saw a boy today come to class on a crotch rocket and it was so hot. He had his jeans and t-shirt on with his backpack on his back. His hot helmet and his cute little ass propped up on the seat. Come on! It was so hot and I didn't even see his face. But I already love him.
2. Also, I hate to say this, but I saw this boy smoking, and I was slightly attracted. I think it was attractive in a 'bad boy' sorta way, I suppose. Now, I hate hate hate smoking, but it was sorta hot. Blow smoke in or near my face, I'll kick you in your balls.

On my way home I saw a tow-truck. And... it's muffler was smoking sooo bad. Now... wouldn't it be funny if it broke down? hahahahah! Come on, I'd die laughing, becasue then another tow truck would have to tow the tow truck! haha I seriously laughed out loud when I saw it smoking.

Okay, this is my last story for now, I swear. But it's byfar the funniest one. Me and Kelly (from work, my gf) we were at work at 7am and it sucked. So everything that was happening was hilarious. So I got a lunch break at 10:30 and she got off work at 10:30 so we decided to go to panera together. So, we were the only ones there, and we wanted lunch... it wasn't THAT early. So she ordered soup but apparently they cant serve soup if its not 170 degrees, and it was only 120 degrees! So we couldn't have soup. It was so funny. We were dying laughing at this chick, so I ordered my sandwich and told her my name: Kelly. Then Kelly ordered a sandwich and told her her name :Kelly. The girl got quite confused and said well... I put you (pointed at me) as kelly with a K and i put you (kelly burch) Kelly with an I. So. When they called our names to get our food, which happened to be the same exact thing, they screamed really loud (as if the place was full, and we coudlnt hear) "KELLY WITH A K" and "KELLY WITH AN I" We died laughing even harder. So then I sat down, and Kelly went to get her pop. However, she gets over there and is lke "omg, my feet are getting wet" and much to our surprise the iced tea machine was like a freaking waterfall. Iced tea was just pouring out of the top of the machine, like a waterfall, all over the counter, and onto kellys feet. So we stood there for about 30 seconds, not breathing because we were laughing SO hard. So finaly kelly told a chick who worked there, that there was a major spill, and the girl just gave us a dirty look, we're still dying laughin, and she walks away! wtf, helooooo there is tea alll overrr you stupid bitch. So finally someone cleaned it. And it was so funny. And thats it.

I'm so hyper. i need to clean my room or something. later hot bitches. ow ow

This friday: Roseville theatre with rochelley to see mike and robs band! whew
oct. 11- Hanson cd comes out!
nov. 9- Hanson concert. whewww gooo roseville! oops.